So White

Every year around this time a certain depression sets in. It has to do with the fact that I am so freaking pasty I could send signals to outer space. It's that sadness when you look in the mirror and your legs (and I have great legs) and are just kinda repulsed because they look so ghostly. Summer could not come quick enough. I'm ready to go home and be with my friends and play on the boat. I seriously cannot wait.

These past few weeks have been pretty good. I recently got involved in helping with a campaign for BYUSA president and vice president. It's been a ton of fun. I love that kind of stuff. I've been having so much fun with it that I decided to look into how I could get more involved myself. So I went to the BYUSA office this week and they gave me a tour and explained all the different sections of BYUSA. They have a clubs section, administration, honor code, communications, student advisory council, and one other one that I can't remember. After the tour the guy who was taking me around asked which section seemed most interesting to me and which one I wanted to get into. I chose the student advisory council working on a project called Bright Ideas. It's a group that works to find out what people want from their school and how we can make those things happen. I am really excited about it. I think it's just what I needed to kinda revamp my excitement about being here. I also think that being involved with BYUSA and where ever that takes me will make my BYU experience more personal rather than just the place that I go to school.

Well that's really the only exciting thing that has happened lately. It's been pretty dull. Hopefully things pick up a little. Love you all :)

Rollin in the Deep

Alrighty well there is a lot to report from the past few weeks. First of all I would like to formally announce that I will be going to Singapore this spring. I'm in an introduction to manufacturing class this semester and one of the first days of class a professor came in and told the class about an opportunity that was available to go to Singapore for three weeks during spring term. In Singapore we will take one class and tour around to many different production facilities. We will also be put into teams and design a product and make a prototype of our product. We will be competing against other teams. He also told us that this study abroad could count as our internship for the MET program. I listened to what the professor had to say and I was interested but I was kind of thinking that since I had gone to school over the summer that maybe this year wouldn't be the most ideal year to study abroad. But when dad called that night I told him about what the professor had said and he thought that this could be an amazing opportunity. So I decided that I would meet with the professor to get some more information. So I met with him and he gave me some more details and I learned that there weren't very many spots left so if I wanted to go then I needed to decide fairly quickly. I talked it over with my parents and I decided that I would apply and whatever happened that would be my answer. So I applied and I made it! I will leave from Salt Lake on May 14th and we will go to San Fransisco for a few days. Then we will go to Singapore until June 2nd. It will be life changing and I can't wait.

Another exciting thing that happened recently was that I got 100% on my math test!! I was so pumped. It is great to have some math success after my experience with math last semester. Hopefully I can keep up this trend on the rest of my tests.

In our ward we have started a new game called assassin. Each of us has a name of another person in the ward and we have to kill our person by spraying them with water. So far I'm still alive which is good. I haven't killed my person yet but I've come close.

Today we had ward conference. Our Relief Society lesson was centered around the talk that Sister Beck gave called mother's who know. I really miss my mom and my whole family. It kinda started this weekend. This semester will be the longest stretch that I'll have without seeing my family. It's getting hard I really miss them. Avery and I are seriously best friends. I think that me being gone has brought us so much closer. I tell her everything and when I say everything I mean everything. I just miss them a lot. I've been thinking lately that it might help to go up to Idaho Falls for a weekend so I've been thinking of weekends that it would work for me to go up there and how that would work out so I guess we'll see.

This week starts my first wave of midterms for this semester so I'm looking forward to lots of studying and that constant tired feeling...should be great! Anyways that's been my life for the past few weeks. Love you all :)

Out With the Old in With the New

I know I've been so bad about posting!!! While I was home for Christmas Mom told me that I need to blog more so I promise I will be better.

So many things are new in my life. I feel like I have a new outlook on things. I think that sometimes it takes a hard experience to teach you something about yourself. I feel like I'm pointed in the right direction for the rest of my life and I feel like I am fully ready to take on the future facing me.

The first new thing in my life and...everyone else's life... is the new year! I spent new year's eve with Elizabeth and we had the best time that only Elizabeth and I can have ;). I took the time this year to write out some resolutions. Here's just a few

1. Be in bed by 11pm on school nights

2. Nail my muscle up and hand stand push up

3. Stop biting my nails

4. get a lifeguarding job

5. volunteer at the MTC

6. get good grades

So far my resolutions are going well! We'll see how I stand at the end of the year.

Today started the new semester. It's exciting I think this is going to be a great semester. I had two classes today. They went really well and I really like both of them. I'm starting classes for my MET major this semester and I'm so excited and enthusiastic. I think MET is really good for me. The TA said today that unlike the other engineering majors you actually have to have some social skills hehe ;)

Well...that's it for today hope all is well! Love you all! :)

Long Time Coming

Man oh man it has been a long time since I've posted. I'm sorry to my diligent readers who have missed me...oh wait...I don't have any diligent readers ;). But seriously I promise I will be better. It has been a great few months. I'm really starting to settle into my life here in Provo. The first few months I lived here I pretty much hated Utah but it has started to grow on me. I'm starting to establish who I am here and the shape that my life is going to take. I have also made some amazing friends. To start out...my roommates are great each one of them has their unique personality and they all bring something different to our apartment. Don't get me wrong it's not always roses and we butt heads sometimes but that's what makes us great :) We seriously have so much fun together. Sometimes there is just those nights where we can't stop laughing and the next morning I can't even remember what was so funny. Secondly, there's our FHE guys. They are seriously great. We have been getting to know each other better and better as the week goes on and I really love hanging out with them. They are great friends and great guys to have around. I've also been getting pretty tight with some of the girls who live next door. They are way fun. Most of the time the door between our two apartments is open and we just go back and forth and hang out :)

I had quite the adventurous weekend these past few days. It's actually a pretty funny story so I think I'll share :) On Friday night we had a wishing party because it was 11/11/11. It was so much fun we each had cupcakes with a candle and at 11:11 we all made a wish...and then we had a dance party :) As the party was winding down Kennedy and I were talking to Sam and he invited us to go to Kaysville and watch Fiddler on the Roof at his high school so Kennedy and I decided we would do that. So we woke up Saturday morning and we wanted to go do baptisms at the Temple. It took 3 hours!!!!!!!!! 3 freaking hours!!! So because of that we were kinda late leaving Provo. So we drove to Grandma CC's house and dropped off our stuff and rode to the Trax station. As we were riding the train we figured out that there was no way we were going to make it to the Farmington station in time for the show to start. We felt so bad cause we were totally being an inconvenience to Sam. But we got there and Sam's sister came and got us and we got to the show only a half an hour late. The show was amazing!! I mean for a high school play it was freaking legit!! They did such a good job. So when the show was over we were talking and we realized we needed to book it back to the frontrunner station in order to catch that train and make it to where we connected to the Trax. So Sam dropped us off and as me and Kennedy are standing there looking at the time we realize there is no way we are going to make it to the Trax station so we call Sam back and he had to come get us. So after a few minutes of driving we decided that we were going to go to the Trax station at Temple Square. So we drove to Temple Square. Sam's dad works for the church so we got to go into the church parking lot where all the General Authorities park...yeah I felt really special... :). But luckily we made it to our train. When we got onto the train there was this homeless guy that totally smelt like pot and he was in a wheelchair. He wheeled over near us and said "can you ladies spare something for an old Marine that is eating out of the trash?" Kennedy and I looked at each other and said..."uhh....nope." Thank goodness he got off the train at the next stop and the Real Housewives of Salt Lake got on ;). So after a lot of stress and running around we made it back to Grandma CC's house. From there David picked me up and I spent the night there and went to church with them this morning and hung out with them most of the day. It was way fun. My little cousins Jackson and Sophie are so dang cute. It was the funniest thing. Sophie said, "1. you walk away....2.I walk on your face." hahahaha I totally busted up!! It was the best!! Over all it was a really great weekend. I hope all is going well. I promise I will be better about updating as long as I still have readers :)

Love you all :)

Homecoming Weekend

This past weekend was homecoming here at the Y and what a festive occasion it was! Friday night I took a trip back to my swimming roots. Ryan and Christine were here with their kids and I got to go watch Christine swim in the alumni meet. That was a ton of fun and really made me want to get back into the pool. It really needs to happen soon. After the meet Kennedy and I had to get to bed early because we were going to run the homecoming 5k the next morning. It's been very cold here and we felt in the morning of our run. We wore several layers and went out the door with our other roommates to do the run. I finished the race in 29 mins and 52 seconds. It was my goal to finish in under a half an hour and I just barely made it!! I was 10th in my age group and 93rd overall...no not out of 94 :p. After the run I went to go hang out with Ryan and his family again. We went to lunch and I finally had fish!! Being in a landlocked state has really made me appreciate the fresh fish of the pacific northwest! But I satisfied my craving and I think I'll be OK :) After lunch we walked around campus the kids had a blast in the Science Center hahaha. Saturday night was the homecoming game. It was a great game for BYU. We had 6th row seats so we were right up in the action. We had a ton of laughs at the game. Our football group is great :)

Well it's just about time for mamma to go to FHE! Love you all :)

Dear Old Dad

Today is my Dad's birthday and I thought that I would take this opportunity to mention just a few of the things that I love about my Dad.

1. Kind: There is no other man on earth as kind as my father. He never misses an opportunity to put his arm around you and just chat.

2. Example: My Dad is such an amazing example to me. Everything he does in his life is done with dignity and class. He is sophisticated and lives his life in a way that earns him respect from everyone he comes in contact with. I want to be able to live like that.

3. Caring: My Dad calls me several times a week and I love it. He just likes to hear what I've been up to and how my life is going. Although it is a small act it means so much to me because it shows that he cares about me.

4. Encouraging: My Dad motivates me to be the best that I can be. Even when I don't achieve exactly what I had hoped for he has a way of lifting my spirits and putting me back on my feet and back on track.

5. Supportive: In every activity that I have been involved in my Dad has been there. He sat through never ending choir concerts, all day swim meets, voice and piano recitals, and so much more. He gives up his time to be there for me and I am so thankful for that.

Happy birthday Dad I love you!

The weekend is here!!! I just love the weekend it's always a well needed break from the go go go of life. This weekend has been great so far. Yesterday was the BYU vs UCF football game and BYU finally pulled out a win! It was a good game it's a totally different feeling to be in the stadium watching the games with all the students. The excitement and the energy is contagious. I love it!!

Today I slept in which was really needed. I really don't sleep enough. I seriously can't make it through a single class without falling asleep. It's not that I'm not paying attention but I just can't stay awake. Anyways....today I went to lunch with Uncle Dave and Aunt Melissa. It was so fun!! It is always so great to be with people that I know and that care about me :)

The rest of my Saturday will pretty much be spent studying...fun I know :/ Next week is going to be crazy. I have three tests so that should be interesting...

Well that's pretty much it sorry there's not much to report. Love you all :)